Remeasuring Success

Growing up along side a sibling with developmental delays certainly left a lasting impression in my life, and I’ve written of my younger brother’s struggles in previous posts.  Although he was never diagnosed with more than a gross developmental delay, my hunch is by today’s standards, he would fall under a high functioning spectrum disorder. My parents faced tough choices on the most appropriate schools, the best approaches for further cognitive examination, and the most effective associated interventions while trips to Psychiatrists, Educational Specialists, and Occupational Therapists just became part of the normal routine.  My youthful eyes and mind could not comprehend the murky waters my parents navigated to find the best treatment options, but as a parent who now works with struggling kids, the water certainly has cleared.  It couldn’t have been easy.  Some unfortunate memories associated with that time are conversations of what my brother would never become – an architect, a writer, or even a pilot – a realization that surely was extremely emotional and difficult for my parents.  Even now, the topic is all but off limits. Spending my formative years in that environment provided many important lessons – most of which have been employed in my therapy career – but the biggest lesson, by far, has been simple.

Some people are different, and that’s OK.educThis picture depicts for me what every child subjected to standardized testing must feel like.  One or two classmates will excel, some will figure it out, some are riding the fence of failure depending what kind of day they are having, and some just haven’t got a chance.  It’s a sad but true statement.  The kids that struggle and/or risk failure usually are the kids that enter Vision Therapy, and have parents that are hoping against hope that we can unlock their child’s potential.  Sometimes we are a great success, and sometimes we are simply a piece of the puzzle.

Incidentally, a close personal friend sent this picture in an email, and in the course of conversation, we identified my brother as the fish in the fishbowl.  The analogy fits because not only does the test seem incredibly unfair to the fish, it has zero percent chance of reaching to top of the tree without intervention. This is my brother in a nutshell.

My passion for those that struggle came out in force recently, from a place that admittedly, can be raw at times.  One of my newer patients is a young girl who has just started 2nd grade this week.  Her parents are both strong, well spoken, highly educated, powerful local business people who conceivably don’t get much practice responding well to the word “no”. Referencing the old cliche, people jump long before her parents say anything. During our orientation some weeks back, her mother made a comment that really hit a nerve with me.  She said “I want the teachers and other kids to think my daughter is smart“.  Never wanting to inflict my own judgment on other’s ideas, we rolled past it and finished our session. But in case you can’t already tell, it bothered me. A lot.  Not because it seemed she was being curt or cynical, quite the contrary in fact, because the comment was completely straightforward and sincere. That was her main goal for her daughter, improving what other people thought.

In the four or five sessions since that orientation, my understanding of this mom has broadened significantly.  To say she is a warm and caring parent would be equivalent to calling a springtime thunderstorm in a Texas “a little drizzle”.  She really is an amazing representative for her child. Feeling confident in our professional relationship, I inquired about that comment a few days later in an email.  Not because of an ax that needed grinding, but because it seemed entirely unfair and frankly didn’t fit within the framework that I came to know of her parenting style. In response, she wrote:

People judge my daughter. They judge her because she can’t tie her shoes, because she doesn’t know her alphabet, because she cannot remember her own birthday, and because she isn’t like other kids. So many people have scared me into believing she will never be normal. I just don’t know how to make it better and all they do is point out how hard a time she’ll have“.

And I thought my friends could be harsh.

Feeling a bit shaken, and concerned that I had over stepped, I shared the story of my brother’s trials and tribulations along with how that experience brought me to want to help people as an adult. He is not a success story by the standards of “normal kids”, but we found the positive things he does well, and we praise it.  His version of success is redefined with every accomplishment, whether the world sees it or not.  He truly is his own success story.


My response to the email ended with words which were forceful, emotional, raw, and a true  reflection of a lifetime spent defending my brother against society.

Stop worrying about what she isn’t or what she can or can’t do. Help her find things that make her happy and show her success. She is a great kid who needs to have her intelligence nurtured to reach her highest potential, wherever that may be. That’s the battle you need to fight. Pleasing others is a losing battle. Help her find her own success

Remember, this mom makes her living telling others how things are and how the rules are to be interpreted.  My words were not only risky, but probably came as an unfamiliar shock.  Nonetheless, I was prepared for her wrath.

Within moments, mom responded:

I believe she already is a success story, just like your brother.

Me too.


Posted on August 24, 2016, in From My Perspective.... Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

  1. Wonderful perspective. Thanks for laying yourself on the table!


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